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| i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
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| I know your like Wtf? doesn't will have Brandes? ...Why then is he writing in his Xanga and not doing his research paper? Because children,the word of the day is Procrastination. Nevada was straight up gorgeous and if I ever figure out how to put pics up, I will. Anyways yesterday I dropped my phone in the pool...it sorta sucks hopefully she'll dry out and will turn on hah :(. Megan came for the weekend and she just now left for Boston. Who else is pumped for this summer? I am amped and i can't wait just to chill and go places. I was supposed to go 4-wheelin with my lil bro but apparently we're both just too busy to fit eachother into our sceduals. This weekend was decent, Thursday night I didn't do anything just hung out with Brendan and Fro here. Friday I just ran around with Brendan and Beny for a couple hours tryin to find something to do...we didn't. Saturday I had some people out to watch a movie and relax. Sunday I went to church and chilled with the family then worked then hung out with some people.
I've become what I hate. Re-playing my life over in my Xanga. It's straight up retarded, not to mention boring. I'm sorry, but I just find expressing my thoughts through a blog isen't me. I'm not knocking other people doing it. I'll just never feel that my private thoughts should be exposed to the public...I want to go everywhere this summer Nevada, Florida, Germany, Texas, Penn...but I have an inkling(?) that won't happen :( o well i need a job and HCP is coming up woohooooohooo
Maybe i'll get some more points this time with this tight pic.(excuse me Fatty pic)
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| so basically nevada was tight. Friends are still wicked cool. i skiied, i burned, i fell, i got laid. well not really but you get the picture.
no seriously you get the picture, but this was from my phone, i'll put
some from the digi on here later...but for now this will have to do...
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this was at Mt.Rose a little ski resort kinda unknown to the big crowds my buddy clint about killed me on it with all the chutes, it was a lot of fun tho and i actually took this sitting down waiting for him to get his ski's on because he ate it, i feel pretty good about that :D
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Today was not fun at all, school seriously sucks, i'm not going to lie i probably have the hardest latin test on earth tomorrow. I thought i had it down, then mrs.B started talking today and got me all sorts of confused. Also my ipod broke i mean wtf talk about bad luck, that thing is like my best friend, it goes everywhere with me. But other than that i've been real bored and i almost went out side to play soccer today, but i couldn't find a soccer ball :( but yeah thats about it for me....but on the upside....wait no i'll do one of those time thingys that look so cool...hold up.
4~days till the ogt week starts Woot for 2 hour delay
12~days until my birthday, Go 17
12~days until spring...
16~days until i go home :D
___~days until it's warm enough to go mud running with my most dedicated commenter.and his o so cool sister.
Another buddie added me on myspace, yeah another 3rd grade bff haha she's lookin good heh but no seriously i'm pumped to see everyone and i can't believe how many of them have found me on myspace in the what two months i've had it. I just can't wait to see how everyone is. my mom asked me if i could move back to nevada tomorrow would i? haha i said "in a second" and i really think thats true, of course i would miss all you beautiful people but when all you think about is the future it's hard to like the present :D theres my bitching for today Maximus. I attended a Sit-In today it was great i love being politically active, ok it was a sit in for chess club, no i'm not in chess club but Baz makes me laugh and Mary Vonk was sitting next to me, so how could i refuse? anyways we left about 10 min in because it was boring and they didn't even notice us. I did come to the conclusion though, it's probably more way rebelious if you do it during school. and on the way home i burned some gay girl in a Rav-4 pshht those new ones are so gay. Vintage baby.
Rebelious
^^today i crossed the street and only looked one way, granted it was only a one way street and it was the way the cars were coming but baby steps...
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| well heavens not a place that you go when you die
it's that moment when you touch her and you feel alive
so live for the moment
so take this advice live by every word
loves completley real so forget anything that you have heard
Ahh the spill canvas, i was like this close to seeing them | | but apparently they get sick easy....Anyways life has been...well boring to say the least. I've just been working at Kenyon and it's boring but fun, I like to sit in the chair by the hot tub and listen to all the college students analyze things and swear haha it makes me laugh. I can't wait until college....and i probably think about it way too much. It's just sad when all you think about is the future and what it's going to be like after highschool. I'll probably look back on Highschool and be pissed that i wasn't living it up while i was here...Then again i can't really help that i don't like this town or any places around it. It's just not me. Baz posted something in his Xanga about how we all want to get out of MTV but where ever we go we bring ourselves. This actually makes sense if you haven't lived anywhere else. Coming from a diffrent state though i'm probably more biased to want to live there considering I was'nt ready to leave....Sometimes i think if i did live there i would want to get as far away as i could, but i guess we'll never know. Just the fact that theres nothing i like to do here might be a reason i'm always thinking about my future....All i know is i want to get as far away as i possibly can. I mean i know i'll miss it here....but not so much all the people (except you beautiful bastards reading this) but probably just that feeling inside of Home. I don't know but my parents have just made this house really comfortable and i don't ever feel really relaxed anywhere but here. Gah what a boring post. What a hippocrit I am. I read other peoples xangas and i'm like stop bitching, here i am telling the whole world how much i hate mount vernon, but i guess everyone from here does that at least once in their life :D
Peace~
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